Dancer

Last night I dreamed that I could dance again
And all the pain in my legs was gone
And I could dance as I never danced
Could soar with arabesques and leaps
And all before the audience cheered.

All in ethereal blue my company performed
I saw the imperfections of the stage
The lighting bright here dappled there
Ragged to me but perfect to their sight.
A shaft of light focused on me
What ecstasy, what lightness of foot.

I awoke and my legs were heavy.
Cramps in my calves and coldness
but not as much as before
Tell me from whence cometh pain,
Is it inside myself
If so you are right
I will dance again!

by Lorna Bain December 29th, 1985